When We Met Last

In the calmness of my solitude...
I do ask my heart
All the questions unanswered...
Buried in the past...
No reply I ever get...
Life still so confused...
As it was when we met last.

Waiting for the unknown
Ignoring the feel of heart
So many questions unanswered
Buried in the past...
No reply I ever get...
Eyes still wet...
As they were when we met last.

All the moments in store...
Never let them depart...
So many questions unanswered
Buried in the past...
No reply I ever get...
Still can feel the warmth of your hand...
As felt when we met last.

"Tarni"

Kuch Hor Mahine...

Kuch or mahine...
Kuch or din...
Seekh leinge jina fir...
Hum tere binn...

Kaise bhulainge unn baatoon ko,
Jo basi hai yaadein banker...
Kaise todeinge vo saasein,
Jo dil dharhkaye fariyade banker...

Nahi jaante hum...
Nahi hai hume yakin...
Ki seekh leinge jeena fir...
Hum tere binn...

Koishish ker hum bhula deinge,
Her behte assoon ko sukha deinge...
Ager na hui kabhi mulakat dobara,
Khuda se agle janam mein tujhe maang leinge!!!


"Tarni"

Dosti Kub Chahat Bani....

Dosti kub chahat mein badli khaber na hui..
Chahat mein kitni raatein ye aakhein na soyi...
Chahat ne jub madhhoshi orhi pataa na chala...
Khaber nahi duniya ki na jaane kub suraj dhala...

Ji mein aataa hai itne aasoon bahaoon
Ki meri hakiqat bhi beh jaaye...
Dhooaaan bann udh jaaon
Buss mitti reh jaaye...
Roker bhi muskurati rahoon
Aie dost tere liye...
Has has ke seh jaaoon her jakham
Aie dost tere liye...

Tujhse bhi kya gila karoon
Tu to khud anjaan tha...
Tune herdam wafa ki fir
Kaise keh doon tu baimaan tha..

Koi ager hume asoon bheje...
Aakhon mein samet leinge...
Koi ager chahat bheje..
Dil mein samet leinge
Kaise sameitoon unn lamho ko...
Jo bite teri yaad mein...
Kaise bhulaoon unn duaaoon ko...
Jo bite thea fariyaad mein
Khush rahe tu sada iss liye muskuraiyeinge...
Aasoon bhari akho mein bhi
Khushi ke aasoon chalkayege

Khuda ne ager gum diya to khushi bhi di hai...
Khuda ne jio aakhein di to nami bhi di hai...
Kabhi dard bann ker chalak jaate hai kabhi pyaar bann ker
Khuda ne ager maut di usse pehle jindagi bhi di hai

"Tarni"

The Parted Land... Still hurts!!

There she stands....
Speaking but stammering,
As if tring to hide her heart
By the way of amberring.
I can see her tears,
which are not in her eyes,
I can feel the feel of her heart,
Can surely hear her cries.

There she stands....
Looking so humble,
Her life just
Had a stumble.
I can look into her past
To find her grievences,
She loved him a lot
Without considering the
Actual consequences.

There she stands....
She is so numb,
Still standing there
As a stump.
I can watch the mood
She is passing by,
She has no option
Other then to cry.

There she stands.....
I wish i could make her smile,
Fishout her sorrows and silence her cry,
But just before i could do anything,
She lay there,
There where she stood long
To make her pains prolong
I thanked GOD with folding hands,
For she is no more there to witness the parted lands.

"Tarni"
(Though we celebrate the Independence.. Somewhere deep in our heart we still feel the pain of the parted Land)

In The Darkness Of Night....

In the darkness of night...
I met him again...
staring at me as he always did..
I had so many questions to ask
but still left with unsaid words.

He again came to me...
Asked me if I love him
What could be my answer again...
I had so many questions to ask
but still left with unsaid words.

I let him walk away again...
knowinging this time he wont turn back
but he did turn back...
another unexpected thing he did
and I couldn't hold my words now...
I did say " I do!!"

That was said not that loud...
I wish he could hear my heart
And turn around and try to listen
Which zipped words could never say...

In the darkness of night...
I wish I could say him...
What the depth of my heart had to say...
I could be loud enough to be heard
I had so much to say...
But always left with the usaid words!

"Tarni"

Alive Yet...

The wonderful season of showers,
that touched my heart
and gave the feel of yours
making me know that you were with me...
The warmth that held my hand long,
singing the love song,
looking ahead in the future,
peace of mind did prolong...

So wonderful were the days...
When I loved to be drenched to the skin,
and feel your presence when
sky turned pink,
So wonderful were the days...
When your words touched my heart,
as you wispered in my ear,
that you love me!

The same season of showers...
but no warmth in drops,
I dint let them touch my face for years now...
but today... they touched me...
they touched my eyes making them wet...
I knew i wont feel the warmth of your presence,
but the tears did that on your behalf,
provided me the feel of being alive yet!

"Tarni"

Tears...

Sometimes I feel alone...
and tears come out of my eyes,
I allow them to flow...
but ask them to stop before sunrise.

My eyes hides the tears...
as in the day sky hides its stars,
just like in the sunlight the
king of night looses its power.

I try to keep myself happy
and smiling as much as I can,
but couldnt control myself in
this world of selfish man.

The day passes with all the
hard work and hard time,
The night approaches and now
my tears are again not mine.

They again starts flowing
down on my cheeks saying
"We dont want to be your,
so please just let us go"
"we will never come back and
wish your life to always
furnish and grow"


"Tarni"

I Asked Him....

It was as if I had lost my words
for a past few days....
nothing struck my mind...
as if something had happened to me
May be Love of some kind.

I asked HIM,
If HE know about the same...

HE said HE sent someone my way,
whom I have been looking for long,
and am now Loving him HE says.

How could that happen...
I never allowed my world to change....
I want it to be as it was,
But loving the rainy days again!
What kind of feel is this...
Whom to Love whom to Miss...

I asked HIM again,
If HE know about the same...

HE said on my cheek HE found a tear,
when I should have been happy,
and that was hard for HIM to bear,
Thus HE sent a few smiles my path
To have a brand new start.

How could that happen....
I never allowed my tears to flow....
In my heart always I store,
Then how their fire could ever blow?

I asked HIM again,
If HE know about the same...

HE said HE found me Happy that day,
When I could see his smiling face,
Forgetting the pain I did pray,
For his Love untill I stay!

"Tarni"

Love Would Always Grow and Glow!!

A tear dropped.... I ignored,
Another dropped.... took my notice,
Another dropped.... I let it go,
Another dropped... I asked why dont you come in flow??

Tear replied,
"I am in relation to your emotions,
as you emotions would go
so will I flow...."

Thats strange!!!

I asked emotion...
"Why dont you run out of my control in one go??
Why do you scrawl so slow??"

Emotion replied,
"I flow in regards to the ups & downs in your Love for others,
I am light when Love is strong & I am heavy when Love is low."

Isn's it strange???

I asked again,
"But I Love everyone I meet & every one I greet,
then why my Love would be strong and low,
why wouldn't my Love always grow???"

Emotion replied,
"Your Love is true, & you Love others to let your Love glow,
to brighten up their dark heart & make it as tender as snow,
but your love wouldn't grow,
as for growth you need flow,
when you love someone it shouldn't stop,
it should always keep jumping & doing hip hop.
It should flow from one person to the other,
connecting each heart from one to another.
once that happen, you would see the flow,
& the Love in the world would always grow & glow!!"


"Tarni"

You Had No Right!

Why had you always been the one...
to take my love away from me?
Why did you make me feel hurted always
and lose my faith in thee!
Whenever I had loved anyone...
you drove him away from me
whenever I tried to relax
you asked me to suffer even more
I never asked you for smiles on my face
for thats not what I want from my life...
I just wished to love somebody,
with whom I can stay till I survive
But you drew everybody away,
a few went into the thin air,
and a few rested where they stay,
a few created the distances
and rest were sent miles away!
Its just because of you that
I have lost my emotions,
I am hard figure of your creations
I was looking in his eyes
when he pleaded me to save
he had the pain to say
but now he lie peacefully
in that grave....
You didnt do justice
you took them all away
you never had the right
to do it that way!

"Tarni"

(It was hard to keep the tears in when I lost my Noni last year almost the same time of the month, thus wrote them out. )

Why Would I Smile Again

Why would I Smile again…
When I know that my Smile would be taken for granted…
But still I never fail to Smile…
Somebody once said….
That my Smile made him smile
And his made her Smile
Which made me realize
That my Smile created miles and miles of Smile
So always try to Smile...
Hiding my tears I always Smile...

But why would I Smile again
When I know my Smile would be taken for granted…
But still I Smile…
Somebody once said…
Smile is the weapon that would kill the sorrows..
It’s the medicine that would heel the hurts
Smile could do such wonders that
Nobody would ever cry with tears rolling down
Smile is the only thing that make
the worth of a clown

But why would I Smile again…
When I know my Smile would be taken for granted
But still I Smile…
Not for what people say..
Not for I have to ease my way…
Not to live another day…
Not for sun's another ray…
But for I can stay alive and see…
All those Smiling faces around me!!


"Tarni"

Smiles For You!!

I asked My heart
to go and look for smiles
it went through woods
counting all coulds
those can bring back smile
may not forever
but for a while
he looked at rich palaces
also in the poor slums
every where it could find
only the faces--- masked
getting fed up all that
at last my heart asked
who took the smiles away
without smile how mind
spend the long hard day??
now we both started to think
of where the smile was lost
do you know how much
does it cost??
after a deep consideration
thinking who could have
stolen the smiles away??
I wanted them
to place them on your way...
again we started
our search
search after every research...
came to the same conclusion
creating another confusion
as we found all the smile now
in your store...but how??
you stored them all
in your heart
you are indeed
very smart
we crazily looking
for smiles to gift them to you
and you horded them
in your heart
without providing
any clue??
well not an issue
i was searching for smiles
only for you
to let you know
I really love you!!


"Tarni"

Hey any one here......

Hey anyone here to check this...
Well dont know what to say... just this...

"If Everything was said in words....
There wouldnt have been any importance of the rain
drops touching the heart and let the love feel...
No need of the sun
bringing up a new hope each day...
No moon was required to convey
the message of love and care....."


"Tarni"

Hii Alllll........

Hi all...

How are you guys doing??

Trust in the best of your health and spirits...

I dont know what to say... actually I came here to say something... but the words are not allowing me to let them flow, dont know whats wrong... with me or with my pen or may be the paper is too oily to write on it.. whatever may be the reason the things are not working out!

Anyways.. this is my 25th post today.. and perhaps the last one!

After this you would not see any of my writes here... no specific reason, but just this is the conclusion of my being!

I know this may give a shock to a few of you... but please no hard feelings!

Its just the way it had to happen!

And yes those... who were taking my poems to share with friends.... SIRs and MAM's [ Only a SIR can do that BTW] just kidding... I am so sorry but if you really want a few broken heart peices... you can contact me! :P I have a lot of those!!

Well Jokes apart... got to live seriously!
Thanks to all who had been commenting and appriciating my work [ though not worth of all that], God Bless you!!

A WISH for all of YOU...

May you be blessed with the life full of Love
May god offer you such a day every day
when all my prayers are in your favour
when each night you dream in peace and pleasance
for every step you take towards life
brings you wonderful gifts of nature
Each of your inclination towards life
shall offer you the most honourable place
you be blessed with someone's true Love
May each day be such a wonderful day for you!!


Lots of Love with equal Hate!!


Regards
Tarni

Return Me All....

Return me every moment...
that I had spent looking your way...
the hope that my heart held...
the feel those my breath felt!

Return me all those hours...
those were no less then ages...
the hope to hear you again...
the feel of your hand to hold!

Return me all the months...
that made me restless...
the hope to know you better...
the feel of your presence around!

Return me all those years...
that my eyes dint sleep for...
to have the hope of you in my life...
to have the feel of being your life!

Return my tears... my secrets...
those I shared with you ever!

Return those pains... those worries...
Those have always been my companion!

Return me everything that I had given you...
Return my Love... my care..
Return my words..
Those I ever whispered in your ears!

Return me all my belongings...
When you finish up returning each...
and everything that was mine...
Return me the Hate too...
for I Hate only the people I Love!!!

"Tarni"

And The HATE Should End To Let LOVE Begin

Hey Arti THANKS... For many days I was thinking whom to pour out my frustration... the happenings in the world really annoy me sometimes...

Though I don’t hate much things, or much talks but the one really make a burning balloon to blow are...

1. I HATE when I come across LIERS... [I hate people lying for no reason, saying lie for something good is worth]

2. I HATE people who think I am Egoist, I am very friendly to friends and really enmity to the one who think I am their enemy... DONT TAKE PANGA [Be Warned]

3. I HATE when the talks of Girls and boys are done... "No matter what you do you would remain a girl"... I JUST HATE THIS... specially if said by any guy... [My parents are good never to differentiate]

4. I HATE to be alive when because of me I find anybody sad; I try to keep my surroundings full of smile... for I am selfish.

5. I HATE when I am asked to follow some set of Rules and Regulations... I follow my OWN set of Rules and Regulation to ENJOY MY life MY way...

6. I HATE Milk but I have to have it... JUST for Mom's sake!

7. I HATE Lauki ki Sabji ... Yaar... still I eat it for my Mom's sake.

8. I HATE to HATE but still got to HATE something so that I can LOVE something!

Humm... I am done... ALL HATE HATE.... oh it’s so paining, I just wish there was no hate... just a bit of fight and then peace but HATE... Sad but without HATE nothing can be LOVED. THAT’S PART OF LIFE!

OK OK... now its time to tag other people to put their HATE pieces forward.... and who should I tag this time???

Last time I did get a few new friends and those who did not join me I DONT HATE THEM... because there is no reason to LOVE there [Hahaha] Just kidding!

Ok this time let me TAG both... I mean the one I know and a few whom I don’t know....

So here the trend continues.....

Topping the list, Anil

Then Amrit

Then Rudra

Then The East Street

Then My ID Not ME

Then Varun

Then The Hitler’s Soul... Oh can never imagine this guy to HATE anything or anybody but would still love him to pour out what his heart holds...

Then then then.... I think enough for the day!

Not to irritate many people so that THEY start HATING me...

Lots of LOVE and HATE

"Tarni"

Will YOU be MY VALENTINE????

Oh YEAH how could I forget Valentines day????

Oh so sorry guys for posting such a stupid "My Broken Heart" post…dint realize that the valentines day was approaching…

Oh I mean to say that it was so early this year…
Oh perhaps I was lost somewhere…
Oh did I miss anything other then this???

Ahhh Thank God!!!
I just realized that I din't miss anything... was too busy in work that din't get time to think about that... well its better to be late than never... so here I wish if somebody would mind being MY VALENTINE... An OPEN Challenge[ Hahahaha]

Well Jokes apart... I dont think I need any special day to ask the person if HE loves me or not... but then What IF he feels that there should be a special Occasion for me to ask him that IF he Really LOVES me and would like to be My Valentine....

Well Well... Why should I ask him?

IF he loves me why can't he come and tell me that He Loves me???

Oh... no FAULT of his, man... Its just Me Who would NEVER Allow any guy to come and tell me that he LOVES ME... I will kill that guy for SURE [ Hahaha ]... again jokes.

Any ways lets see whom it goes TO....

To the One in my heart...
To the One I could never know..
To the One who loves me...
To the One I could show...

How much Love I have in my heart...
How much Love I can give him...
How much Care I held in here...
How much Do I have to Believe in...

So that He can be Noticed...
So that He can be Hugged...
So that He can be Kissed...
So that He can be Bugged...

By Me who has a lot to Say...
By Me who has a lot to Give...
By Me who has a lot Share...
By Me who has a life to Live...

Live to see another day...
Live to see another sunshine...
Live to ask him the only question...
Will YOU BE MY VALENTINE???


"Tarni"

My Broken Heart!!

He lay there, dieing in the mud,
his shirt soaked with his own blood.
Nobody had dared to touch him,
even the sun is getting dim.

He is not murdered, he is not killed,
he lay on the dream that he himself built.
To have someone... who he can call 'his'
someone with the beauty like that of 'nix'.

He prayed all day he wished every night,
and soon such a fairy was within his sight.
He wanted to laugh... but he couldn't do,
his sometime seen dream, was coming true.

With his watery eyes, he went to woo the tricky elf,
he lost his consciousness, he lost himself.
Tears rolled down his cheeks,
making his will power somewhat weak.

he kissed the angel with lachrymose eyes,
for he was happy but the world wasn't that wise.
Its the time for them to get apart,
He is none other then MY BROKEN HEART!!

"Tarni"

Love...

Love is a breach in the walls,
A broken gate,
Where that comes in,
That shall not go again.

Love sells the proud heart's citadel to fate,
but the love i feel for you,
is so humble and so great.
With the warmth of hands that you can hold,
and those tender moments of pure gold.
Love is like sunny skies,
that brings the laughter to your eyes,
the gladness to your heart,
and the gifts of love and care that cant depart.

Filling from one's own, another's cup is love,
Laying down and getting up is love,
Love is said to be blind,
but it looks through the other eyes,
it asks not to give but to sacrifice.

Love is a brilliant rainbow,
its the sky of blue,
its the air blowing to touch your heart,
its the sunset hue.
Love is the magic wonder,
That GOD has put everywhere,
Love is the joy of living,
safe in his tender care.

Love is the patch in the walls,
A golden gate
Where that comes in,
Shall not go back again.

"Tarni"

Aakhir Maine Kya Sikha?

Kab main khari hui...
kab maine girna sikha,
kal main bari hui...
or aaj maine jina sikha!!

is duniyaa ki barikiyaan dekh ker,
maine khud ko sambhalna sikha,
duniya mein bhari nafrat dekh ker,
maine pyaar ka matlab sikha!!

Jhooth ko tayag ker hi,
maine sach ka mahetav sikha,
sapno ki duniya se nikal ker,
maine hakiqat mein jina sikha!!

Parhna sikha, likhna sikha,
Doosroon se baatein kerna sikha,
Apni ichchaaon ko dabaaker hi,
dosroon ki akaanksha ka matlab sikha!!

Itna kuch sikhne ke baad bhi,
aakhir maine kya sikha???
Na kisi ke liye jina sikha,
Na kisi ke liye merna sikha!!

"Tarni"

A Gift For You!!!

I thought of giving you a gift today,
A gift thats unique and of different kind,
suddenly an idea stricked my mind,
I will give you a colour.
A colour thats mine....
thus I started the search but
it was too hard to find.

Looking at the world,
I found it full of colours....

RED colour brings the
feeling of loving ranger,
also represents the
fear of danger!!

BLUE colour is the
symbol of joy,
but it carries the lonliness
that may make you cry!!

Friendship is represented by
YELLOW,
But makes you a pale
fellow!!

GREEN is the colour of
prosperity,
Unfortunately of
jealous too!!

Soo many colours...
Soo many meanings....
I was confused with which one is mine,
I peeped into my Heart,
And to my surprise
I found it all BLACK....
Wondering how could that be,
I wanted to analyse...

I had colour of love,
mixed with the fear of losing it.
I had the colour BLUE,
and cried a lot without you.
I did make friends,
but never followed the forgiving trends.
I was prosper with green,
and was jealous of her been.

All the colours of the world....
Mixed to be the right,
Black is now my colour.....
That I am gifting you Dear NIGHT!!


"Tarni"

A Trip To Scary House...

Ha-ha... funny trip... full of enthu... I just recollected this incident of about one and half year back... I was about to finish my diploma in Japanese, when all friends decided to go out for whole one day and make the day memorable, as our faculty's brother had to leave for Japan soon... so we thought why not have fun for whole one day after months of studying those pictorial scripts and memorizing the kanjis and katakana and hiragana... ufff.... tooo much of it!

Well after deciding of going out for an outing the other question is where to go, not much ideas came up... the final idea was to watch some movie... at I-Max(Multiplex in Hyderabad). With the idea of going for a movie we all reached there on scheduled time... Thanks to GOD dint get the tickets for movie [I was never in favor of any movie... I wanted to go to the Golconda Fort... I don’t know why but I love that place ] anyways now the problem was what to do as no movie... all of sudden the idea of going to the scary house came up, the moment it said SCARY house I could see the Scare in eyes of my fellow people, and I was unable to control my laugh... they were behaving as it its something really very scary, and that reaction made me even inquisitive to know what would be there inside that small wooden cottage kinda room... we were 10 in all... and by some way or the other I asked everybody to join the fun gang, though scared but none of then said NO as were scared of me too [ha-ha]...

We went to buy tickets to enter the mysterious room we were told that only 5 people can enter the dark room at once... oh that scary look on those faces again... we were 4 boys and 6 girls, and out of 4 only 3 were the bold kind boys, in fact the 4th one was still a kid of 15, so dint even have any hopes on him, and in girls... oh my god... just don’t ask... the kind of weird looks they were giving me.. asking me as if why the hell I asked them to join the fun gang... actually I don’t find them with a big heart, they are kind of clumsy kind, not stable at all, I mean they would require strong support if you want them to do something challenging...

Anyway, now the groups were made, the girls in my group selected to go at the second go so that they can even step back after getting the view of the other group, but what a joke we were asked to enter even before they were out... nobody had any choice other that going with it. The team was lead by a boy, cool short guy [really bindas also very possessive about his girl friend : D] and his girl friend was the 2nd... holding him tight.... then there as a another lean lady in between who was not that strong but said she would manage being in the center of all.... and the lady ahead of me, quite strong [in appearance] but had no heart, she asked me to hold her tight so that she is not very scared... I thought what a silly thing [ to hold a girl instead of a boy... ha-ha]... the moment we entered the room a guy who was standing besides the door came up and asked us to read something that was framed over the head and when it was being read by all of us... all of sudden he went away, and as we had some doubt in reading that we turned and now we were all alone, thinking that we turned and looked at the frame again, and felt that there were something like blood [ of course some prank] and then that frame as if came to our head, ahh a bit scary... not much... there was a small lane kind thing... we had to pass that to enter the first room and as asked by the girl ahead of me.. The moment I held her [from the waist] and the way she shouted and rushed towards the entrance....GOD, and on top of that there was somebody irritating with a broom... I felt frustrated... HE COULDNT GETS ANYTHING BETTER THEN A BROOM???...oops what did I do...? Ahhh I hit that crazy fellow and what’s that... another scary clown coming to us... "Mam everything here is done manually, nothing is done by itself and there is nothing scary about anything so please I would request you to enjoy the moments here as it is made for and do not destruct anything [ha-ha... don’t know was that man's face was destructed or not but now we were instructed to not to be scary :P].

In the first room it was almost cool, the back door of the room was being knocked as if somebody trying to enter the room... there was a glass frame where in there as a head that was bleeding [ totally artificial]... there was an aquarium with a dead body that would raise its hand if you try to peep in... [ha-ha], thank god we dint try otherwise either of the girls would have fainted, in the second room there was nothing much... just somebody was shown being sited in a room with red glass and she was asking for help and was also giving the warnings to keep away as the evil souls would not spare us [ha-ha who could be more evil then us being there ]... in the third room there was a dinning table... on which some plates were set for perhaps dinner, and all of sudden something was coming towards us with a plea to have it... that was a hand... the guy thought he would pick it.. I suggested no as again somebody would come and say we murdered someone...[ha-ha]... then there was a mirror... perhaps to show the reality, I could see myself as a witch with so curly hairs long nails oh what a makeup... that was a bit scary I never expected the real of me to be like that [ha-ha...] then was the worst part, somebody threw a set of hair on us... oh that stupid vig I felt like throwing it back on that guy but then that warning held me back....[ what to do couldn’t destruct anything... I wish I could do something about those stupid acts of those crazy people out there]... anyways, in the 4th room, what a scene... a dead body on the cot and a another one standing at the corner... perhaps hanged with something there... not very sure as that was the moment when all the 3 other girls were screaming like hell and the guy and I had to handle the situation, the dead body on the cot was like... jump jump jump and to you....taak taak taak... and next to you... jumping jumping jumping... nothing else it was doing but still those ladies [in real means... the way they were shouting] oh god...that guy and me were pushing it back the moment it try to touch us... one kick another kick another kick... and again jump jump jump and next to us.... too much... in that room only we stayed for about 5 mints... the guy then tried to help girls get out of that room while I managed that stupid cot and the driver [he he]... and at last we came to exist.. but another stupid fellow was coming and hugging the girls out there... what a slap he gave to that idiot... none of them tried to come up then, haha it was just great I think we were in that Scary house for about 15-20 mint but will never forget the incident for rest of the life...

Oh God that was the great day.. Though a few still regret at the entrance.... [Ha-ha]

"Tarni"

Tamam Umr Tumhe....

Tamaam umr tumhe zindagi ka pyaar mile,
Khuda kare ye din tumko ye din baar baar mile,

Meri duaa hai ki khile phool tumhari raho mein,
Kate her raat tumhari rahtoon ke saye mein,
kadam kadam pe tumhe mausam-e-bahar mile,
khuda kare ye din tumko baar baar mile,

khili ho tumhari tamanna kisi kamal ki tarah,
sajaye tumko labo per koi gazal ki tarah,
tumhe kisi ki mohobat ka aitbaar mile,
khuda kare ye din tumko baar baar mile!!

Tamam umr tumhe....


"Tarni"

Zindagi Ke Panne....

Zindagi ka herek panna
parh ker hum palate rahe,
Her gami her khushi ko
ser aakhon per rakhte rahe!!

Tumne itni berukhi dikhai
Tab bhi payaar samajhte rahe,
Jub zindagi ne jine ko kaha
her pal her ghari hum merte rahe!!

Tumhari aankhoon mein basaya Jahan
ab uss jahan ko dhoond rahe hai,
Jahan thi humari her khushi samayi
ab vo aansoon bhari aankhein moond rahe hai!!

Aansoon aankhoon ki dehlij pe
aaker bhi aaj tak beh na sake,
Dil mein kya armaan kya sapne thea
hum aaj tak kisi se keh na sake!!

Bus zindagi ka harek panna
parh ker hum palatte rahe,
Teri aane ki aahat sunne ko
her din hum taraste rahe!!

"Tarni"

Pyaar...Pyaar Ki Khatir....

Jaane kyo humne mohobaat ki,
Jaane kyo humne dushmani li,
Khud ke pass reh ker bhi...
Khud ko bhulaa baithe thea hum,
Khud ko hassa ker
Khud ko rula baithe thea hum,
Per ab nahi...
Bass bahut hua...
Ab na hume ye aansoon chahiye
Naa hi aankhoon mein nami,
Na khushioon ki maang hai humari,
Na maange ge gami,
Zindagi ko nahi rehne deinge ab hum simta
Kisi ki nafrat ki nahi ab hume koi chinta,
Pyaar kareinge sabb se pyaar ki khatir,
Nafrat leinge sabse pyaar ki khatir,
Pyaar mein bahut kamm jite hai,
Nafraat ne maare hazaar,
Mohobbaat ke dekhe nahi humne kabhi bazaar,
Pyaar deke pyaar mange... ye hasrat nahi humari,
Pyaar se jeet leinge ik din hum duniyaa sari!!!


"Tarni"

Zindagi Kabhi Mehrbaan Hoti Humpe....

Zindagi kabhi mehrbaan hoti humpe...
to aankhoon se ashq humne bahaye na hote...
sapno ke mehal humne basaaye na hote....
kya hota ager hum kisi se pyaar na kerte...
to shayad humare sang nafrato saaye na hote!!

Zindagi kabhi mehrbaan hoti humpe...
to mohabbat kerke bhi tanhaiyo mein din bitaye na hote...
pyaar ki khatir bewafaa hum kehlaaye na hote...
na log humse kerte swalat na hum dete koi jawab...
or mehfillo ne kabhi pather humpe bersaaye na hote!!

Zindagi kabhi mehrbaan hoti humpe...
to her gum pa ker bhi hum larhkharhaye na hote...
apna humdard maan ker unko unse aansoon chupaye na hote...
lutt jati chahe her khushi nauuchaver kerte khud ko...
per unki yaad mein humne kabhi ashq bahaye na hote
aankhoon mein aansoon leker bhi hum muskuraye na hote!!!

"Tarni"

Hey I got Tagged!!

Hi all....
Hey I got tagged... but believe me I wont let any body left...
As I dont know many people here.... I gonna Tag people I dont know... and its gonna be a real fun!!


Rules of the game are …
1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover.
2. Need to mention the sex of the target.
3. Tag 8 victims to join this game & leave a comment on their comments saying they’ve been tagged.
4. If tagged the 2nd time, there’s no need to post again.

Target Of My Dart ----->>>> Male

And the QUALITIES....

1. He should be understanding... I mean he should have the ability of knowing me so well that even before I will utter a word he would listen everything. [ as my mom and dad]

2. He should share his joys and sorrows with me [ if not joys atleast sorrow]

3. He would not require to gift me anything to make me happy... just a word of love and care would get him everything.

4. He should respect my parents as he would like me to care for his parents[ though quite obvious, but he should not restrict me to have frequent visits to my mom's home... as i have never been away from home ever]

5. I wont mind him having girl friends... but those should be known to me, as I would always keep him updated with my friend list[ as I do to my parents right now]

6. Anything between us should not be discussed with friends [ neither mine nor his]... whatever the issue is he should have the patience to sit and resolve with me... letting me speak and letting me listen to him.... and not letting the world know about it.

7. He should not be jealous of what he dont have but should be proud of what he has... greed for money wont drive mental peace.... and I would not like him to be a restless mind.

8. Last but not least... He should be an Indian at heart...


I really appolozige to all those who might have find this a REALLY REALLY stupid thing to do!
Well I love making Friends and I hope the foloowing is the list of my new 8 Friends!!
Cheerrrrrrzzzzzz

Atul
Kaun
Akruti
Deepak
Praveen
Jithu
Deepti
Neha


Keep Enjoying the spirit of the game!!!

Love you all!

Regards
Tarni

Believe Me!

Again the eyes are filled with tears...
Neither for him nor for you,
But every dream I see...
Tells me how much I miss you....

Loved him with closed eyes,
Loved you with open mind...
But the pain encountering,
Is of the same kind!
Neither I could ever blame him...
Nor I can blame you,
But why do I get sorrows...
With joys in life being so few???

Never I wished for smiles...
Never I wished for profound love,
Then why am I blessed with painful letter..
That brings joys with end that is bitter???
The tears that hold the pain of my heart...
I never let them flow.
The burning desire of my mind...
Is day by day becoming low...

Did I ever ask for your favor?
Did I ever question the reason for my tears?
The only thing that I held in my heart....
Was to make myself very clear,
I loved him with true heart...
I love you with my soul...
Dont know why I become so emotional...
And why I lose my control???

Believe me I mind my words...
Believe me I love you...
For god's sake hold me in this world...
And don't ever let me miss you...
I dont know how to make you know...
How much I love you...
But please give me your hand...
And let me be next to you!!

"Tarni"

Kaun Si Khushi Kaun Sa Gum???

kyo kho jaate hai milke log??
kyo tarpate hai bichar ke log??

kal jub hum akele thea,
logo ke her taraf mele thea,
her dost ki khushi se khush hote,
her aansoon per ro dete thea,
her dukh ko apni rah
morh lete thea....

aaj naa koi paas hai,
fir bhi ek ehsaas hai,
jindagi uljhi si parhi hai
fir bhi jine ki ik aas hai,
her taraf pani hai,
fir bhi pani ki pyaas hai,

kal jo kal aayega,
naa jaane kya apne sung layega,
kitni khushiya or kitne gum,
kitna dard her aansoon mein samayega,
kaun si khushi gum or,
kaun sa gum chehre pe
muskurahat laayega???


"Tarni"

Know Yourself By Your Colour

RED
(December 23rd - January 1st)
(June 25 - July 4th)
Cute and lovable type, you are picky but always in love ...and liked to be loved. Fresh and cheerful, but can be "moody" at times. Capable with people, nice, soft, and that can love you for the way you are. Likes people that are easy to talk to, and can make you feel comfortable.

CREAM
(May 25th - June 3rd)
(November 22nd - December1st)
Competitive and sportive. Don't like losing and always cheerful! You are trustworthy, and very out-going. You choose love carefully, and don't fall in love easily. But once you find the right one, you don't let go for a long long time.

TEAL
(December 22nd)
You are mostly interested in your looks. And have high standards in picking love. You think and make a solution precisely, and hardly make stupid mistakes. You like to lead, and is easy for you to make new friends.

GREY
(June 4th - June13th)
(June 24th)
(December 2nd - December11th)
You are attractive, and active. You never hide your feelings, and express everything that's inside. But can be selfish at times. You want to be noticed, and don't like to be treated unequally. You can brighten up people's day. You know what to say at the right time, and you have a good sense of humor.

GREEN
(February 9th - February 18th)
(August 14th - August 23rd)
You get along well with new people. You are not really a shy person, but sometimes you can hurt people's feelings by your words... You like to be loved and noticed by your lover, but mostly you are single, waiting for the right person.

GOLD
(May 15th - May 24th)
(November 12th - November 21st)
You know what's right and what's wrong. You are cheerful and out going. It's hard for you to find the one you want, but once you find the right person, you won't be able to fall in love again for a long time.

PINK
(January 25th - February 3)
(July 26th - August 4 th)
You are always trying your best in everything, and like to help and care for other people. But you are not easily satisfied. You have negative thoughts, and you look for romantic love like in a fairytale.

YELLOW
(January 12th - January 24th)
(July 15th - July 25 th)
You are sweet and innocent. Trusted by many people, and have a strong leadership towards relationships. You make good decision and make the right choice at the right time. And always dreaming of romantic relationship.

MAROON
(June 14 - June 23rd)
(December 12th - December 21st)
You are intelligent, and know what's right. You like to take things go your way, which can sometimes cause trouble or not thinking about other people's feelings. But you are patient when it comes to love... Once you get a hold of the right person, it's hard for you to find a better love.

ORANGE
(January 2nd - January 11th)
(July 5th - July 14th)
You are responsible for your own actions, and you know how to treat people. You always have goals to reach, and are competitive. When it comes to friendship, you find it hard to trust someone, but once you find the right friend, you trust them for ever

PURPLE
(March 22 nd - March 31st)
(September 24th - October 3rd)
You are mysterious, never selfish and get interested in things easily. Your day can be sad or happy depending on your mood. You are popular between friends but you can act stupid at times, and forget things easily. You go for person that's trustworthy.

LIME
(March 11 - March 20th)
(September 13th - September 22nd)
You are calm, but easily stressed out. You get jealous easily, and complain over little things. You can't get stuck into one thing, but you have a capable personality for everyone to trust you and like you.

SILVER
(April 11th - April 20th)
(October 14th - October 23rd)
You are imaginative and shy, but you like trying new things. You like to challenge yourself. You learn things easily, and like "Hard to get". Your love life is normally hard and confusing.

WHITE
(April 21st - April 30th)
(October 24 - November 11th)
You dream and have goals in your life. You get jealous easily and you don't react to things easily. You are different and sometimes thought highly by others.

OLIVE
(September 23rd)
You are warm and light hearted. You seem to flow well with friends and family. You don't like violence and know what's right. You are kind and cheerful, but don't envy other people easily.

BROWN
(February 19th - February 28th)
(August 24 - September 2nd)
You are active and sportive. It's hard for other people to become close with you, but you fall in love easily. But once you find out you can't get something, you give up and let go easily as well.

BLUE
(February 4th - February 8th)
(May 2nd - May 14th)
You have low self-esteem, and very picky. You are artistic and like to fall in love, but you let your love pass by, by loving with your mind, not your heart.

NAVY
(April 1st - April 10th)
(October 4th - October 13th)
You are attractive, and love your life. You have a strong feeling towards everything. And very easily distracted. Once you get angry at someone, it's hard for you to forgive them.

AQUA
(March1st - Match 10th)
(September 3rd - September12th)
Your feelings change suddenly and easily. You are always lonely, and like travelling. You are truthful, but listen and believe other people too easily. It's hard to find love for you, and you get lost in love easily. Sometimes you get hurt by love.

BLACK
(March 21 st)
(August 5th - August 13th)
You are challenging, and have the "guts". But you don't like changes in your life. And once you make a decision, you keep it that way for a long time. Your love life is also challenging, and different.

Know Yourself By Your Month

JANUARY
*Ambitious and serious *Loves to teach and be taught *Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses *Likes to criticize *Hardworking and productive *Smart, neat and organised *Sensitive and has deep thoughts *Knows how to make others happy *Quiet unless excited or tensed *Rather reserved *Highly attentive *Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds *Romantic but has difficulties expressing love *Loves children *Homely person *Loyal *Needs to improve social abilities *Easily jealous.

FEBRUARY
*Abstract thoughts *Loves reality and abstract *Intelligent and clever *Changing personality *Temperamental *Quiet, shy and humble *Low self esteem *Honest and loyal *Determined to reach goals *Loves freedom *Rebellious when restricted *Loves aggressiveness *Too sensitive and easily hurt *Showing anger easily *Dislike unnecessary things *Loves making friends but rarely shows it *Daring and stubborn *Ambitious *Realizing dreams and hopes *Sharp *Loves entertainment and leisure *Romantic on the inside not outside *Superstitious and ludicrous *Spendthrift *Learns to show emotions.

MARCH
*Attractive personality *Affectionate *Shy and reserved *Secretive *Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic *Loves peace and serenity *Sensitive to others *Loves to serve others *Not easily angered *Trustworthy *Appreciative and returns kindness *Observant and assess others *Revengeful *Loves to dream and fantasize *Loves traveling *Loves attention *Hasty decisions in choosing partners *Loves home decors *Musically talented *Loves special things *Moody.

APRIL
*Active and dynamic *Decisive and haste but tends to regret *Attractive and affectionate to oneself *Strong mentality *Loves attention *Diplomatic *Consoling *Friendly and solves people's problems *Brave and fearless *Adventurous *Loving and caring *Suave and generous *Emotional *Revengeful *Aggressive *Hasty *Good memory *Moving *Motivate oneself and the others *Sickness usually of the head and chest *Easily get too jealous.

MAY
*Stubborn and hard-hearted *Strong-willed and highly motivated *Sharp thoughts *Easily angered *Attracts others and loves attention *Deep feelings *Beautiful physically and mentally *Firm standpoint *Easily influenced *Needs no motivation *Easily consoled *Systematic (left brain) *Loves to dream *Strong clairvoyance *Understanding *Sickness usually in the ear and neck *Good imagination *Good debating skills *Good physical *Weak breathing *Loves literature and the arts *Loves traveling *Dislike being at home *Restless *Hardworking *High spirited *Spendthrift

JUNE
*Thinks far with vision *Easily influenced by kindness *Polite and soft-spoken *Having lots of ideas *Sensitive *Active mind *Hesitating *Tends to delay *Choosy and always wants the best *Temperamental *Funny and humorous *Loves to joke *Good debating skills *Talkative *Daydreamer *Friendly *Knows how to make friends *Abiding *Able to show character *Easily hurt *Prone to getting colds *Loves to dress up *Easily bored *Fussy *Seldom show emotions *Takes time to recover when hurt *Brand conscious *Executive *Stubborn *Those who loves me are enemies *Those who hates me are friends.

JULY
*Fun to be with *Secretive *Difficult to fathom and to be understood *Quiet unless excited or tensed *Takes pride in oneself *Has reputation *Easily consoled *Honest *Concern about people's feelings *Tactful *Friendly *Approachable *Very emotional *Temperamental and unpredictable *Moody and easily hurt *Witty and starkly *Sentimental *Not revengeful *Forgiving but never forgets *Dislike nonsensical and unnecessary things *Guides others physically and mentally *Sensitive and forms impressions carefully *Caring and loving *Treats others equally *Strong sense of sympathy *Wary and sharp *Judge people through observations *Hardworking *No difficulties in studying *Loves to be alone *Always broods about the past and the old friends *Likes to be quiet *Homely person *Waits for friends *Never looks for friends *Not aggressive unless provoked *Prone to having stomach and dieting problems *Loves to be loved *Easily hurt but takes long to recover *Overly concerned *Puts in effort in work.

AUGUST
*Loves to joke *Attractive *Suave and caring *Brave and fearless *Firm and has leadership qualities *Knows how to console others *Too generous and egoistic *Take high pride of oneself *Thirsty for praises *Extraordinary spirit *Easily angered *Angry when provoked *Easily jealous *Observant *Careful and cautious *Thinks quickly *Independent thoughts *Loves to lead and to be led *Loves to dream *Talented in the arts, music and defense *Sensitive but not petty *Poor resistance against illnesses *Learns to relax *Hasty and rusty *Romantic *Loving and caring *Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER
*Suave and compromising *Careful, cautious and organized *Likes to point out people's mistakes *Likes to criticize *Quiet but able to talk well *Calm and cool *Kind and sympathetic *Concerned and detailed *Trustworthy, loyal and honest *Does work well *Sensitive *Thinking *Good memory *Clever and knowledgeable *Loves to look for information *Must control oneself when criticizing *Able to motivate oneself *Understanding *Secretive *Loves sports, leisure and traveling *Hardly shows emotions *Tends to bottle up feelings *Choosy especially in relationships *Loves wide things *Systematic
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OCTOBER
*Loves to chat *Loves those who loves him *Loves to takes things at the center *Attractive and suave *Inner and physical beauty *Does not lie or pretend *Sympathetic *Treats friends importantly *Always making friends *Easily hurt but recovers easily *Bad tempered *Selfish *Seldom helps unless asked *Daydreamer *Very opinionated *Does not care of what others think *Emotional *Decisive *Strong clairvoyance *Loves to travel, the arts and literature *Soft-spoken, loving and caring *Romantic *Touchy and easily jealous *Concerned *Loves outdoors *Just and fair *Spendthrift and easily influenced *Easily lose confidence.

NOVEMBER
*Has a lot of ideas *Difficult to fathom *Thinks forward *Unique and brilliant *Extraordinary ideas *Sharp thinking *Fine and strong clairvoyance *Can become good doctors *Careful and cautious *Dynamic in personality *Secretive *Inquisitive *Knows how to dig secrets *Always thinking *Less talkative but amiable *Brave and generous *Patient *Stubborn and hard-hearted *If there is a will, there is a way *Determined *Never give up *Hardly become angry unless provoked *Loves to be alone *Thinks differently from others *Sharp-minded *Motivates oneself *Does not appreciate praises *High-spirited *Well-built and tough *Deep love and emotions *Romantic *Uncertain in relationships *Homely *Hardworking *High abilities *Trustworthy *Honest and keeps secrets *Not able to control emotions *Unpredictable.

DECEMBER
*Loyal and generous *Patriotic *Active in games and interactions *Impatient and hasty *Ambitious *Influential in organizations *Fun to be with *Loves to socialize *Loves praises *Loves attention *Loves to be loved *Honest and trustworthy *Not pretending *Short tempered *Changing personality *Not egoistic *Takes high pride in oneself *Hates restrictions *Loves to joke *Good sense of humor *Logical.

Know Yourself By Your Name

Past Is Black!!

Again a tear rolled down the eyes,
So neat, so pure, yet bringing pain
I never wished to let him know
How much do I ever loved him
But couldnt stop myself
And opened my heart to him!

He thought I am his,
He thought I was nix,
He thought he can play
I thought I will walk his way!
Nothing could work out when
I asked for his heart,
And then was the time for us to depart,

Another love
Another heart
Another life
Another depart
Will never think of anybody
Will never look back
Ahead the life is bright
In past its all Black!!!


"Tarni"