Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Zindagi Ke Panne....

Zindagi ka herek panna
parh ker hum palate rahe,
Her gami her khushi ko
ser aakhon per rakhte rahe!!

Tumne itni berukhi dikhai
Tab bhi payaar samajhte rahe,
Jub zindagi ne jine ko kaha
her pal her ghari hum merte rahe!!

Tumhari aankhoon mein basaya Jahan
ab uss jahan ko dhoond rahe hai,
Jahan thi humari her khushi samayi
ab vo aansoon bhari aankhein moond rahe hai!!

Aansoon aankhoon ki dehlij pe
aaker bhi aaj tak beh na sake,
Dil mein kya armaan kya sapne thea
hum aaj tak kisi se keh na sake!!

Bus zindagi ka harek panna
parh ker hum palatte rahe,
Teri aane ki aahat sunne ko
her din hum taraste rahe!!

"Tarni"

Monday, January 30, 2006

Pyaar...Pyaar Ki Khatir....

Jaane kyo humne mohobaat ki,
Jaane kyo humne dushmani li,
Khud ke pass reh ker bhi...
Khud ko bhulaa baithe thea hum,
Khud ko hassa ker
Khud ko rula baithe thea hum,
Per ab nahi...
Bass bahut hua...
Ab na hume ye aansoon chahiye
Naa hi aankhoon mein nami,
Na khushioon ki maang hai humari,
Na maange ge gami,
Zindagi ko nahi rehne deinge ab hum simta
Kisi ki nafrat ki nahi ab hume koi chinta,
Pyaar kareinge sabb se pyaar ki khatir,
Nafrat leinge sabse pyaar ki khatir,
Pyaar mein bahut kamm jite hai,
Nafraat ne maare hazaar,
Mohobbaat ke dekhe nahi humne kabhi bazaar,
Pyaar deke pyaar mange... ye hasrat nahi humari,
Pyaar se jeet leinge ik din hum duniyaa sari!!!


"Tarni"

Saturday, January 28, 2006

Zindagi Kabhi Mehrbaan Hoti Humpe....

Zindagi kabhi mehrbaan hoti humpe...
to aankhoon se ashq humne bahaye na hote...
sapno ke mehal humne basaaye na hote....
kya hota ager hum kisi se pyaar na kerte...
to shayad humare sang nafrato saaye na hote!!

Zindagi kabhi mehrbaan hoti humpe...
to mohabbat kerke bhi tanhaiyo mein din bitaye na hote...
pyaar ki khatir bewafaa hum kehlaaye na hote...
na log humse kerte swalat na hum dete koi jawab...
or mehfillo ne kabhi pather humpe bersaaye na hote!!

Zindagi kabhi mehrbaan hoti humpe...
to her gum pa ker bhi hum larhkharhaye na hote...
apna humdard maan ker unko unse aansoon chupaye na hote...
lutt jati chahe her khushi nauuchaver kerte khud ko...
per unki yaad mein humne kabhi ashq bahaye na hote
aankhoon mein aansoon leker bhi hum muskuraye na hote!!!

"Tarni"

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

Hey I got Tagged!!

Hi all....
Hey I got tagged... but believe me I wont let any body left...
As I dont know many people here.... I gonna Tag people I dont know... and its gonna be a real fun!!


Rules of the game are …
1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover.
2. Need to mention the sex of the target.
3. Tag 8 victims to join this game & leave a comment on their comments saying they’ve been tagged.
4. If tagged the 2nd time, there’s no need to post again.

Target Of My Dart ----->>>> Male

And the QUALITIES....

1. He should be understanding... I mean he should have the ability of knowing me so well that even before I will utter a word he would listen everything. [ as my mom and dad]

2. He should share his joys and sorrows with me [ if not joys atleast sorrow]

3. He would not require to gift me anything to make me happy... just a word of love and care would get him everything.

4. He should respect my parents as he would like me to care for his parents[ though quite obvious, but he should not restrict me to have frequent visits to my mom's home... as i have never been away from home ever]

5. I wont mind him having girl friends... but those should be known to me, as I would always keep him updated with my friend list[ as I do to my parents right now]

6. Anything between us should not be discussed with friends [ neither mine nor his]... whatever the issue is he should have the patience to sit and resolve with me... letting me speak and letting me listen to him.... and not letting the world know about it.

7. He should not be jealous of what he dont have but should be proud of what he has... greed for money wont drive mental peace.... and I would not like him to be a restless mind.

8. Last but not least... He should be an Indian at heart...


I really appolozige to all those who might have find this a REALLY REALLY stupid thing to do!
Well I love making Friends and I hope the foloowing is the list of my new 8 Friends!!
Cheerrrrrrzzzzzz

Atul
Kaun
Akruti
Deepak
Praveen
Jithu
Deepti
Neha


Keep Enjoying the spirit of the game!!!

Love you all!

Regards
Tarni

Monday, January 23, 2006

Believe Me!

Again the eyes are filled with tears...
Neither for him nor for you,
But every dream I see...
Tells me how much I miss you....

Loved him with closed eyes,
Loved you with open mind...
But the pain encountering,
Is of the same kind!
Neither I could ever blame him...
Nor I can blame you,
But why do I get sorrows...
With joys in life being so few???

Never I wished for smiles...
Never I wished for profound love,
Then why am I blessed with painful letter..
That brings joys with end that is bitter???
The tears that hold the pain of my heart...
I never let them flow.
The burning desire of my mind...
Is day by day becoming low...

Did I ever ask for your favor?
Did I ever question the reason for my tears?
The only thing that I held in my heart....
Was to make myself very clear,
I loved him with true heart...
I love you with my soul...
Dont know why I become so emotional...
And why I lose my control???

Believe me I mind my words...
Believe me I love you...
For god's sake hold me in this world...
And don't ever let me miss you...
I dont know how to make you know...
How much I love you...
But please give me your hand...
And let me be next to you!!

"Tarni"

Thursday, January 19, 2006

Kaun Si Khushi Kaun Sa Gum???

kyo kho jaate hai milke log??
kyo tarpate hai bichar ke log??


kal jub hum akele thea,
logo ke her taraf mele thea,
her dost ki khushi se khush hote,
her aansoon per ro dete thea,
her dukh ko apni rah
morh lete thea....

aaj naa koi paas hai,
fir bhi ek ehsaas hai,
jindagi uljhi si parhi hai
fir bhi jine ki ik aas hai,
her taraf pani hai,
fir bhi pani ki pyaas hai,

kal jo kal aayega,
naa jaane kya apne sung layega,
kitni khushiya or kitne gum,
kitna dard her aansoon mein samayega,
kaun si khushi gum or,
kaun sa gum chehre pe
muskurahat laayega???


"Tarni"

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Know Yourself By Your Colour


RED
(December 23rd - January 1st)
(June 25 - July 4th)
Cute and lovable type, you are picky but always in love ...and liked to be loved. Fresh and cheerful, but can be "moody" at times. Capable with people, nice, soft, and that can love you for the way you are. Likes people that are easy to talk to, and can make you feel comfortable.

CREAM
(May 25th - June 3rd)
(November 22nd - December1st)
Competitive and sportive. Don't like losing and always cheerful! You are trustworthy, and very out-going. You choose love carefully, and don't fall in love easily. But once you find the right one, you don't let go for a long long time.

TEAL
(December 22nd)
You are mostly interested in your looks. And have high standards in picking love. You think and make a solution precisely, and hardly make stupid mistakes. You like to lead, and is easy for you to make new friends.

GREY
(June 4th - June13th)
(June 24th)
(December 2nd - December11th)
You are attractive, and active. You never hide your feelings, and express everything that's inside. But can be selfish at times. You want to be noticed, and don't like to be treated unequally. You can brighten up people's day. You know what to say at the right time, and you have a good sense of humor.

GREEN
(February 9th - February 18th)
(August 14th - August 23rd)
You get along well with new people. You are not really a shy person, but sometimes you can hurt people's feelings by your words... You like to be loved and noticed by your lover, but mostly you are single, waiting for the right person.

GOLD
(May 15th - May 24th)
(November 12th - November 21st)
You know what's right and what's wrong. You are cheerful and out going. It's hard for you to find the one you want, but once you find the right person, you won't be able to fall in love again for a long time.

PINK
(January 25th - February 3)
(July 26th - August 4 th)
You are always trying your best in everything, and like to help and care for other people. But you are not easily satisfied. You have negative thoughts, and you look for romantic love like in a fairytale.

YELLOW
(January 12th - January 24th)
(July 15th - July 25 th)
You are sweet and innocent. Trusted by many people, and have a strong leadership towards relationships. You make good decision and make the right choice at the right time. And always dreaming of romantic relationship.

MAROON
(June 14 - June 23rd)
(December 12th - December 21st)
You are intelligent, and know what's right. You like to take things go your way, which can sometimes cause trouble or not thinking about other people's feelings. But you are patient when it comes to love... Once you get a hold of the right person, it's hard for you to find a better love.

ORANGE
(January 2nd - January 11th)
(July 5th - July 14th)
You are responsible for your own actions, and you know how to treat people. You always have goals to reach, and are competitive. When it comes to friendship, you find it hard to trust someone, but once you find the right friend, you trust them for ever

PURPLE
(March 22 nd - March 31st)
(September 24th - October 3rd)
You are mysterious, never selfish and get interested in things easily. Your day can be sad or happy depending on your mood. You are popular between friends but you can act stupid at times, and forget things easily. You go for person that's trustworthy.

LIME
(March 11 - March 20th)
(September 13th - September 22nd)
You are calm, but easily stressed out. You get jealous easily, and complain over little things. You can't get stuck into one thing, but you have a capable personality for everyone to trust you and like you.

SILVER
(April 11th - April 20th)
(October 14th - October 23rd)
You are imaginative and shy, but you like trying new things. You like to challenge yourself. You learn things easily, and like "Hard to get". Your love life is normally hard and confusing.

WHITE
(April 21st - April 30th)
(October 24 - November 11th)
You dream and have goals in your life. You get jealous easily and you don't react to things easily. You are different and sometimes thought highly by others.

OLIVE
(September 23rd)
You are warm and light hearted. You seem to flow well with friends and family. You don't like violence and know what's right. You are kind and cheerful, but don't envy other people easily.

BROWN
(February 19th - February 28th)
(August 24 - September 2nd)
You are active and sportive. It's hard for other people to become close with you, but you fall in love easily. But once you find out you can't get something, you give up and let go easily as well.


BLUE
(February 4th - February 8th)
(May 2nd - May 14th)
You have low self-esteem, and very picky. You are artistic and like to fall in love, but you let your love pass by, by loving with your mind, not your heart.


NAVY
(April 1st - April 10th)
(October 4th - October 13th)
You are attractive, and love your life. You have a strong feeling towards everything. And very easily distracted. Once you get angry at someone, it's hard for you to forgive them.


AQUA
(March1st - Match 10th)
(September 3rd - September12th)
Your feelings change suddenly and easily. You are always lonely, and like travelling. You are truthful, but listen and believe other people too easily. It's hard to find love for you, and you get lost in love easily. Sometimes you get hurt by love.


BLACK
(March 21 st)
(August 5th - August 13th)
You are challenging, and have the "guts". But you don't like changes in your life. And once you make a decision, you keep it that way for a long time. Your love life is also challenging, and different.

Monday, January 16, 2006

Know Yourself By Your Month

JANUARY
*Ambitious and serious *Loves to teach and be taught *Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses *Likes to criticize *Hardworking and productive *Smart, neat and organised *Sensitive and has deep thoughts *Knows how to make others happy *Quiet unless excited or tensed *Rather reserved *Highly attentive *Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds *Romantic but has difficulties expressing love *Loves children *Homely person *Loyal *Needs to improve social abilities *Easily jealous.


FEBRUARY

*Abstract thoughts *Loves reality and abstract *Intelligent and clever *Changing personality *Temperamental *Quiet, shy and humble *Low self esteem *Honest and loyal *Determined to reach goals *Loves freedom *Rebellious when restricted *Loves aggressiveness *Too sensitive and easily hurt *Showing anger easily *Dislike unnecessary things *Loves making friends but rarely shows it *Daring and stubborn *Ambitious *Realizing dreams and hopes *Sharp *Loves entertainment and leisure *Romantic on the inside not outside *Superstitious and ludicrous *Spendthrift *Learns to show emotions.

MARCH

*Attractive personality *Affectionate *Shy and reserved *Secretive *Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic *Loves peace and serenity *Sensitive to others *Loves to serve others *Not easily angered *Trustworthy *Appreciative and returns kindness *Observant and assess others *Revengeful *Loves to dream and fantasize *Loves traveling *Loves attention *Hasty decisions in choosing partners *Loves home decors *Musically talented *Loves special things *Moody.


APRIL

*Active and dynamic *Decisive and haste but tends to regret *Attractive and affectionate to oneself *Strong mentality *Loves attention *Diplomatic *Consoling *Friendly and solves people's problems *Brave and fearless *Adventurous *Loving and caring *Suave and generous *Emotional *Revengeful *Aggressive *Hasty *Good memory *Moving *Motivate oneself and the others *Sickness usually of the head and chest *Easily get too jealous.

MAY

*Stubborn and hard-hearted *Strong-willed and highly motivated *Sharp thoughts *Easily angered *Attracts others and loves attention *Deep feelings *Beautiful physically and mentally *Firm standpoint *Easily influenced *Needs no motivation *Easily consoled *Systematic (left brain) *Loves to dream *Strong clairvoyance *Understanding *Sickness usually in the ear and neck *Good imagination *Good debating skills *Good physical *Weak breathing *Loves literature and the arts *Loves traveling *Dislike being at home *Restless *Hardworking *High spirited *Spendthrift

JUNE

*Thinks far with vision *Easily influenced by kindness *Polite and soft-spoken *Having lots of ideas *Sensitive *Active mind *Hesitating *Tends to delay *Choosy and always wants the best *Temperamental *Funny and humorous *Loves to joke *Good debating skills *Talkative *Daydreamer *Friendly *Knows how to make friends *Abiding *Able to show character *Easily hurt *Prone to getting colds *Loves to dress up *Easily bored *Fussy *Seldom show emotions *Takes time to recover when hurt *Brand conscious *Executive *Stubborn *Those who loves me are enemies *Those who hates me are friends.

JULY

*Fun to be with *Secretive *Difficult to fathom and to be understood *Quiet unless excited or tensed *Takes pride in oneself *Has reputation *Easily consoled *Honest *Concern about people's feelings *Tactful *Friendly *Approachable *Very emotional *Temperamental and unpredictable *Moody and easily hurt *Witty and starkly *Sentimental *Not revengeful *Forgiving but never forgets *Dislike nonsensical and unnecessary things *Guides others physically and mentally *Sensitive and forms impressions carefully *Caring and loving *Treats others equally *Strong sense of sympathy *Wary and sharp *Judge people through observations *Hardworking *No difficulties in studying *Loves to be alone *Always broods about the past and the old friends *Likes to be quiet *Homely person *Waits for friends *Never looks for friends *Not aggressive unless provoked *Prone to having stomach and dieting problems *Loves to be loved *Easily hurt but takes long to recover *Overly concerned *Puts in effort in work.

AUGUST

*Loves to joke *Attractive *Suave and caring *Brave and fearless *Firm and has leadership qualities *Knows how to console others *Too generous and egoistic *Take high pride of oneself *Thirsty for praises *Extraordinary spirit *Easily angered *Angry when provoked *Easily jealous *Observant *Careful and cautious *Thinks quickly *Independent thoughts *Loves to lead and to be led *Loves to dream *Talented in the arts, music and defense *Sensitive but not petty *Poor resistance against illnesses *Learns to relax *Hasty and rusty *Romantic *Loving and caring *Loves to make friends.


SEPTEMBER

*Suave and compromising *Careful, cautious and organized *Likes to point out people's mistakes *Likes to criticize *Quiet but able to talk well *Calm and cool *Kind and sympathetic *Concerned and detailed *Trustworthy, loyal and honest *Does work well *Sensitive *Thinking *Good memory *Clever and knowledgeable *Loves to look for information *Must control oneself when criticizing *Able to motivate oneself *Understanding *Secretive *Loves sports, leisure and traveling *Hardly shows emotions *Tends to bottle up feelings *Choosy especially in relationships *Loves wide things *Systematic
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OCTOBER
*Loves to chat *Loves those who loves him *Loves to takes things at the center *Attractive and suave *Inner and physical beauty *Does not lie or pretend *Sympathetic *Treats friends importantly *Always making friends *Easily hurt but recovers easily *Bad tempered *Selfish *Seldom helps unless asked *Daydreamer *Very opinionated *Does not care of what others think *Emotional *Decisive *Strong clairvoyance *Loves to travel, the arts and literature *Soft-spoken, loving and caring *Romantic *Touchy and easily jealous *Concerned *Loves outdoors *Just and fair *Spendthrift and easily influenced *Easily lose confidence.

NOVEMBER

*Has a lot of ideas *Difficult to fathom *Thinks forward *Unique and brilliant *Extraordinary ideas *Sharp thinking *Fine and strong clairvoyance *Can become good doctors *Careful and cautious *Dynamic in personality *Secretive *Inquisitive *Knows how to dig secrets *Always thinking *Less talkative but amiable *Brave and generous *Patient *Stubborn and hard-hearted *If there is a will, there is a way *Determined *Never give up *Hardly become angry unless provoked *Loves to be alone *Thinks differently from others *Sharp-minded *Motivates oneself *Does not appreciate praises *High-spirited *Well-built and tough *Deep love and emotions *Romantic *Uncertain in relationships *Homely *Hardworking *High abilities *Trustworthy *Honest and keeps secrets *Not able to control emotions *Unpredictable.

DECEMBER

*Loyal and generous *Patriotic *Active in games and interactions *Impatient and hasty *Ambitious *Influential in organizations *Fun to be with *Loves to socialize *Loves praises *Loves attention *Loves to be loved *Honest and trustworthy *Not pretending *Short tempered *Changing personality *Not egoistic *Takes high pride in oneself *Hates restrictions *Loves to joke *Good sense of humor *Logical.

Know Yourself By Your Name

Saturday, January 07, 2006

Past Is Black!!

Again a tear rolled down the eyes,
So neat, so pure, yet bringing pain
I never wished to let him know
How much do I ever loved him
But couldnt stop myself
And opened my heart to him!

He thought I am his,
He thought I was nix,
He thought he can play
I thought I will walk his way!
Nothing could work out when
I asked for his heart,
And then was the time for us to depart,

Another love
Another heart
Another life
Another depart
Will never think of anybody
Will never look back
Ahead the life is bright
In past its all Black!!!


"Tarni"