Hii Alllll........

Hi all...

How are you guys doing??

Trust in the best of your health and spirits...

I dont know what to say... actually I came here to say something... but the words are not allowing me to let them flow, dont know whats wrong... with me or with my pen or may be the paper is too oily to write on it.. whatever may be the reason the things are not working out!

Anyways.. this is my 25th post today.. and perhaps the last one!

After this you would not see any of my writes here... no specific reason, but just this is the conclusion of my being!

I know this may give a shock to a few of you... but please no hard feelings!

Its just the way it had to happen!

And yes those... who were taking my poems to share with friends.... SIRs and MAM's [ Only a SIR can do that BTW] just kidding... I am so sorry but if you really want a few broken heart peices... you can contact me! :P I have a lot of those!!

Well Jokes apart... got to live seriously!
Thanks to all who had been commenting and appriciating my work [ though not worth of all that], God Bless you!!

A WISH for all of YOU...

May you be blessed with the life full of Love
May god offer you such a day every day
when all my prayers are in your favour
when each night you dream in peace and pleasance
for every step you take towards life
brings you wonderful gifts of nature
Each of your inclination towards life
shall offer you the most honourable place
you be blessed with someone's true Love
May each day be such a wonderful day for you!!


Lots of Love with equal Hate!!


Regards
Tarni

Return Me All....

Return me every moment...
that I had spent looking your way...
the hope that my heart held...
the feel those my breath felt!

Return me all those hours...
those were no less then ages...
the hope to hear you again...
the feel of your hand to hold!

Return me all the months...
that made me restless...
the hope to know you better...
the feel of your presence around!

Return me all those years...
that my eyes dint sleep for...
to have the hope of you in my life...
to have the feel of being your life!

Return my tears... my secrets...
those I shared with you ever!

Return those pains... those worries...
Those have always been my companion!

Return me everything that I had given you...
Return my Love... my care..
Return my words..
Those I ever whispered in your ears!

Return me all my belongings...
When you finish up returning each...
and everything that was mine...
Return me the Hate too...
for I Hate only the people I Love!!!

"Tarni"

And The HATE Should End To Let LOVE Begin

Hey Arti THANKS... For many days I was thinking whom to pour out my frustration... the happenings in the world really annoy me sometimes...

Though I don’t hate much things, or much talks but the one really make a burning balloon to blow are...

1. I HATE when I come across LIERS... [I hate people lying for no reason, saying lie for something good is worth]

2. I HATE people who think I am Egoist, I am very friendly to friends and really enmity to the one who think I am their enemy... DONT TAKE PANGA [Be Warned]

3. I HATE when the talks of Girls and boys are done... "No matter what you do you would remain a girl"... I JUST HATE THIS... specially if said by any guy... [My parents are good never to differentiate]

4. I HATE to be alive when because of me I find anybody sad; I try to keep my surroundings full of smile... for I am selfish.

5. I HATE when I am asked to follow some set of Rules and Regulations... I follow my OWN set of Rules and Regulation to ENJOY MY life MY way...

6. I HATE Milk but I have to have it... JUST for Mom's sake!

7. I HATE Lauki ki Sabji ... Yaar... still I eat it for my Mom's sake.

8. I HATE to HATE but still got to HATE something so that I can LOVE something!

Humm... I am done... ALL HATE HATE.... oh it’s so paining, I just wish there was no hate... just a bit of fight and then peace but HATE... Sad but without HATE nothing can be LOVED. THAT’S PART OF LIFE!

OK OK... now its time to tag other people to put their HATE pieces forward.... and who should I tag this time???

Last time I did get a few new friends and those who did not join me I DONT HATE THEM... because there is no reason to LOVE there [Hahaha] Just kidding!

Ok this time let me TAG both... I mean the one I know and a few whom I don’t know....

So here the trend continues.....

Topping the list, Anil

Then Amrit

Then Rudra

Then The East Street

Then My ID Not ME

Then Varun

Then The Hitler’s Soul... Oh can never imagine this guy to HATE anything or anybody but would still love him to pour out what his heart holds...

Then then then.... I think enough for the day!

Not to irritate many people so that THEY start HATING me...

Lots of LOVE and HATE

"Tarni"

Will YOU be MY VALENTINE????

Oh YEAH how could I forget Valentines day????

Oh so sorry guys for posting such a stupid "My Broken Heart" post…dint realize that the valentines day was approaching…

Oh I mean to say that it was so early this year…
Oh perhaps I was lost somewhere…
Oh did I miss anything other then this???

Ahhh Thank God!!!
I just realized that I din't miss anything... was too busy in work that din't get time to think about that... well its better to be late than never... so here I wish if somebody would mind being MY VALENTINE... An OPEN Challenge[ Hahahaha]

Well Jokes apart... I dont think I need any special day to ask the person if HE loves me or not... but then What IF he feels that there should be a special Occasion for me to ask him that IF he Really LOVES me and would like to be My Valentine....

Well Well... Why should I ask him?

IF he loves me why can't he come and tell me that He Loves me???

Oh... no FAULT of his, man... Its just Me Who would NEVER Allow any guy to come and tell me that he LOVES ME... I will kill that guy for SURE [ Hahaha ]... again jokes.

Any ways lets see whom it goes TO....

To the One in my heart...
To the One I could never know..
To the One who loves me...
To the One I could show...

How much Love I have in my heart...
How much Love I can give him...
How much Care I held in here...
How much Do I have to Believe in...

So that He can be Noticed...
So that He can be Hugged...
So that He can be Kissed...
So that He can be Bugged...

By Me who has a lot to Say...
By Me who has a lot to Give...
By Me who has a lot Share...
By Me who has a life to Live...

Live to see another day...
Live to see another sunshine...
Live to ask him the only question...
Will YOU BE MY VALENTINE???


"Tarni"

My Broken Heart!!

He lay there, dieing in the mud,
his shirt soaked with his own blood.
Nobody had dared to touch him,
even the sun is getting dim.

He is not murdered, he is not killed,
he lay on the dream that he himself built.
To have someone... who he can call 'his'
someone with the beauty like that of 'nix'.

He prayed all day he wished every night,
and soon such a fairy was within his sight.
He wanted to laugh... but he couldn't do,
his sometime seen dream, was coming true.

With his watery eyes, he went to woo the tricky elf,
he lost his consciousness, he lost himself.
Tears rolled down his cheeks,
making his will power somewhat weak.

he kissed the angel with lachrymose eyes,
for he was happy but the world wasn't that wise.
Its the time for them to get apart,
He is none other then MY BROKEN HEART!!

"Tarni"

Love...

Love is a breach in the walls,
A broken gate,
Where that comes in,
That shall not go again.

Love sells the proud heart's citadel to fate,
but the love i feel for you,
is so humble and so great.
With the warmth of hands that you can hold,
and those tender moments of pure gold.
Love is like sunny skies,
that brings the laughter to your eyes,
the gladness to your heart,
and the gifts of love and care that cant depart.

Filling from one's own, another's cup is love,
Laying down and getting up is love,
Love is said to be blind,
but it looks through the other eyes,
it asks not to give but to sacrifice.

Love is a brilliant rainbow,
its the sky of blue,
its the air blowing to touch your heart,
its the sunset hue.
Love is the magic wonder,
That GOD has put everywhere,
Love is the joy of living,
safe in his tender care.

Love is the patch in the walls,
A golden gate
Where that comes in,
Shall not go back again.

"Tarni"

Aakhir Maine Kya Sikha?

Kab main khari hui...
kab maine girna sikha,
kal main bari hui...
or aaj maine jina sikha!!

is duniyaa ki barikiyaan dekh ker,
maine khud ko sambhalna sikha,
duniya mein bhari nafrat dekh ker,
maine pyaar ka matlab sikha!!

Jhooth ko tayag ker hi,
maine sach ka mahetav sikha,
sapno ki duniya se nikal ker,
maine hakiqat mein jina sikha!!

Parhna sikha, likhna sikha,
Doosroon se baatein kerna sikha,
Apni ichchaaon ko dabaaker hi,
dosroon ki akaanksha ka matlab sikha!!

Itna kuch sikhne ke baad bhi,
aakhir maine kya sikha???
Na kisi ke liye jina sikha,
Na kisi ke liye merna sikha!!

"Tarni"

A Gift For You!!!

I thought of giving you a gift today,
A gift thats unique and of different kind,
suddenly an idea stricked my mind,
I will give you a colour.
A colour thats mine....
thus I started the search but
it was too hard to find.

Looking at the world,
I found it full of colours....

RED colour brings the
feeling of loving ranger,
also represents the
fear of danger!!

BLUE colour is the
symbol of joy,
but it carries the lonliness
that may make you cry!!

Friendship is represented by
YELLOW,
But makes you a pale
fellow!!

GREEN is the colour of
prosperity,
Unfortunately of
jealous too!!

Soo many colours...
Soo many meanings....
I was confused with which one is mine,
I peeped into my Heart,
And to my surprise
I found it all BLACK....
Wondering how could that be,
I wanted to analyse...

I had colour of love,
mixed with the fear of losing it.
I had the colour BLUE,
and cried a lot without you.
I did make friends,
but never followed the forgiving trends.
I was prosper with green,
and was jealous of her been.

All the colours of the world....
Mixed to be the right,
Black is now my colour.....
That I am gifting you Dear NIGHT!!


"Tarni"

A Trip To Scary House...

Ha-ha... funny trip... full of enthu... I just recollected this incident of about one and half year back... I was about to finish my diploma in Japanese, when all friends decided to go out for whole one day and make the day memorable, as our faculty's brother had to leave for Japan soon... so we thought why not have fun for whole one day after months of studying those pictorial scripts and memorizing the kanjis and katakana and hiragana... ufff.... tooo much of it!

Well after deciding of going out for an outing the other question is where to go, not much ideas came up... the final idea was to watch some movie... at I-Max(Multiplex in Hyderabad). With the idea of going for a movie we all reached there on scheduled time... Thanks to GOD dint get the tickets for movie [I was never in favor of any movie... I wanted to go to the Golconda Fort... I don’t know why but I love that place ] anyways now the problem was what to do as no movie... all of sudden the idea of going to the scary house came up, the moment it said SCARY house I could see the Scare in eyes of my fellow people, and I was unable to control my laugh... they were behaving as it its something really very scary, and that reaction made me even inquisitive to know what would be there inside that small wooden cottage kinda room... we were 10 in all... and by some way or the other I asked everybody to join the fun gang, though scared but none of then said NO as were scared of me too [ha-ha]...

We went to buy tickets to enter the mysterious room we were told that only 5 people can enter the dark room at once... oh that scary look on those faces again... we were 4 boys and 6 girls, and out of 4 only 3 were the bold kind boys, in fact the 4th one was still a kid of 15, so dint even have any hopes on him, and in girls... oh my god... just don’t ask... the kind of weird looks they were giving me.. asking me as if why the hell I asked them to join the fun gang... actually I don’t find them with a big heart, they are kind of clumsy kind, not stable at all, I mean they would require strong support if you want them to do something challenging...

Anyway, now the groups were made, the girls in my group selected to go at the second go so that they can even step back after getting the view of the other group, but what a joke we were asked to enter even before they were out... nobody had any choice other that going with it. The team was lead by a boy, cool short guy [really bindas also very possessive about his girl friend : D] and his girl friend was the 2nd... holding him tight.... then there as a another lean lady in between who was not that strong but said she would manage being in the center of all.... and the lady ahead of me, quite strong [in appearance] but had no heart, she asked me to hold her tight so that she is not very scared... I thought what a silly thing [ to hold a girl instead of a boy... ha-ha]... the moment we entered the room a guy who was standing besides the door came up and asked us to read something that was framed over the head and when it was being read by all of us... all of sudden he went away, and as we had some doubt in reading that we turned and now we were all alone, thinking that we turned and looked at the frame again, and felt that there were something like blood [ of course some prank] and then that frame as if came to our head, ahh a bit scary... not much... there was a small lane kind thing... we had to pass that to enter the first room and as asked by the girl ahead of me.. The moment I held her [from the waist] and the way she shouted and rushed towards the entrance....GOD, and on top of that there was somebody irritating with a broom... I felt frustrated... HE COULDNT GETS ANYTHING BETTER THEN A BROOM???...oops what did I do...? Ahhh I hit that crazy fellow and what’s that... another scary clown coming to us... "Mam everything here is done manually, nothing is done by itself and there is nothing scary about anything so please I would request you to enjoy the moments here as it is made for and do not destruct anything [ha-ha... don’t know was that man's face was destructed or not but now we were instructed to not to be scary :P].

In the first room it was almost cool, the back door of the room was being knocked as if somebody trying to enter the room... there was a glass frame where in there as a head that was bleeding [ totally artificial]... there was an aquarium with a dead body that would raise its hand if you try to peep in... [ha-ha], thank god we dint try otherwise either of the girls would have fainted, in the second room there was nothing much... just somebody was shown being sited in a room with red glass and she was asking for help and was also giving the warnings to keep away as the evil souls would not spare us [ha-ha who could be more evil then us being there ]... in the third room there was a dinning table... on which some plates were set for perhaps dinner, and all of sudden something was coming towards us with a plea to have it... that was a hand... the guy thought he would pick it.. I suggested no as again somebody would come and say we murdered someone...[ha-ha]... then there was a mirror... perhaps to show the reality, I could see myself as a witch with so curly hairs long nails oh what a makeup... that was a bit scary I never expected the real of me to be like that [ha-ha...] then was the worst part, somebody threw a set of hair on us... oh that stupid vig I felt like throwing it back on that guy but then that warning held me back....[ what to do couldn’t destruct anything... I wish I could do something about those stupid acts of those crazy people out there]... anyways, in the 4th room, what a scene... a dead body on the cot and a another one standing at the corner... perhaps hanged with something there... not very sure as that was the moment when all the 3 other girls were screaming like hell and the guy and I had to handle the situation, the dead body on the cot was like... jump jump jump and to you....taak taak taak... and next to you... jumping jumping jumping... nothing else it was doing but still those ladies [in real means... the way they were shouting] oh god...that guy and me were pushing it back the moment it try to touch us... one kick another kick another kick... and again jump jump jump and next to us.... too much... in that room only we stayed for about 5 mints... the guy then tried to help girls get out of that room while I managed that stupid cot and the driver [he he]... and at last we came to exist.. but another stupid fellow was coming and hugging the girls out there... what a slap he gave to that idiot... none of them tried to come up then, haha it was just great I think we were in that Scary house for about 15-20 mint but will never forget the incident for rest of the life...

Oh God that was the great day.. Though a few still regret at the entrance.... [Ha-ha]

"Tarni"

Tamam Umr Tumhe....

Tamaam umr tumhe zindagi ka pyaar mile,
Khuda kare ye din tumko ye din baar baar mile,

Meri duaa hai ki khile phool tumhari raho mein,
Kate her raat tumhari rahtoon ke saye mein,
kadam kadam pe tumhe mausam-e-bahar mile,
khuda kare ye din tumko baar baar mile,

khili ho tumhari tamanna kisi kamal ki tarah,
sajaye tumko labo per koi gazal ki tarah,
tumhe kisi ki mohobat ka aitbaar mile,
khuda kare ye din tumko baar baar mile!!

Tamam umr tumhe....


"Tarni"