Let's Walk....

Let's walk...
A little more
Strolling around the city
Observing the calmness
Yet the disarrayed head
Bobbing thoughts
For those to stop
To brake
Hold my hand in yours
Lets walk a little more!

Let's talk...
A little more
Talking our thoughts
Let those accentuate
Bringing peace
No disagreement
For the unavow
Whimpering
Peruse them
Let's talk a little more!

Let's love...
A little more
Starts in the sky
Bought us together
To be loved
Will not give up
Never
Embracing
The love you hold
Let's love a little more!!

"Tarni"

It Touched Softly!

It touched softly...
From skin to heart,
Tried to hold it back,
It reminded me of you,
Reminded your soft touch,
A soft nuzzle on my skin,
A soft kiss,
On my lips!!

It touched softly...
From eyes to heart,
Wanted to relive it forever,
It reminded me of you,
Reminded your warm hug,
A tight embrace,
A feel of oneness,
Around my body!!

It touched softly...
From heaven to heart,
Tried to soak it all,
It reminded me of you,
Reminded me our non stop talks,
A connection of hearts,
A silence,
A bliss forever!!

"Tarni"

It's Done Daily!!

Let me cry out loud,
Louder than the thunders
Giving that shiver to every soul
That knows me
Letting them know
It's not easy to stay strong
But it's done daily!

Holding up every thought
In the head
And not able to forget moments
Forget situations
Forget how many times
My pillow was soaked
But forgive people
It's not easy to forgive
But it's done daily!

Falling in love and falling out
In the heart
And not able to communicate
Fears holding you back
Of broken dreams
Broken heart
All the broken promises
It's not easy to Love
But it's done daily!

"Tarni"

More Smiles

I might not ask you to lend me an ear,
For I know you have stories of your own,
I might not ask you to hold me tight,
For I know the distances between has grown,
It did take long for my words to reach your heart,
And before we could say anything,
We had to depart,
The distance was probably just a tact,
We were never meant to be together,
Not that day is an easy one
Yet it comes and give the best it can,
Not that I would always stand strong,
I am just trying to get along...
Along the ups and downs I am offered
Along the smiles and shinny eyes
I do dare to dream to see more smiles
for you and me!!




"Tarni"

20 Hours Journey of My Emotions

Feels great and content to be able to pen eyes to another day...
Thank you Lord, Thanks a lot is generally what I say...
Waking up my munchkin to school...
Packing her food and filling her water bottle, its super cool...
Running my at to meet my time by the lake...
By now all my senses all my emotions are wide awake!!
Then starts the hustle bustle of life to win...
To with the bread butter... to beat the kin...
10 hours are gone analyzing the reports and files...
And its time for me to watch how the time flies...
By now little one is al set entertain me...
The sky starts changing shades from blue...
And I am engrossed in thoughts of you...
Suddenly a tear rolls down, giving a impression my heart isn't done...
Its probably the time for me to get ready for another run!!
A run to chase my time and struggle for your time...
But yes life is busy as always, sometimes sugar sweet sometimes sour lime...
All the tastes... all the emotions.. add up to bring an end to my day...
And I lie on my bed awaiting another day's ray
To start the run of life yet again...
Not to loose my yesterday but today's present to gain!!


"Tarni"

Miss You!!

Where were you lost for so long...
For all those years
I had been searching for you...
In every thought, in every walk...
By the sea, under the sky of blue,
I was searching for you!
Where were you lost for so long?
Why did you leave me,
When you knew what you meant to me...
How could you think I don't want to talk to you no more...
Why you couldn't drift me out of me then...
When you knew what your presence meant!
I have cried enough,
And every tear made me think of you...
Not sure to call it love or name it something else
But in every thought, in every walk...
I did miss you!


"Tarni"

Random Thoughts!

Why is my life narrated by other writers but me?
Being Independent I am yet slave to others' words,
Why I have to shed tears each night to get clarity of my existence??
Questions are many, but the answer is not within the sight..
Want to shout, scream, cry out loud, but nothing seems right!
For, my life is narrated by other writers but me!


"Tarni"

सिर्फ तुमसे ही रो कर, मुस्कुरा कर दिल की बातें कर लिया करते थे....
और अब फिर वही मुस्कराहट के मखौटे है!!

इस कदर खुद को पत्थर कर लिया हमने
की अब, गम भी आते है तो मुस्कुरा देते है!  

When I Am About to Die!

When I am about to die...
I want to be breathing in your arms...
Looking into your eyes...
And tell you, no one on earth matters to me... but you!!

When I am about to die...
I want to see your face...
Wipe your tears...
And tell you, no one stayed in my heart... but you!!

When I am about to die...
Would want to kiss you last...
Hold you tight in my arms...
And tell you, how much I  always loved you!!

"Tarni"

Aukaat

Yoon matt jata ki humara koi vajood hai zindagi mein teri...
Abhi abhi apni aukaat pta lagi hai hume!!

"Tarni"

I Know...

I have seen the world through dawn to dusk...
The smiling moon and stars bidding me goodbye...
The chirping birds...
The hurried crowd...
The jammed roads... awaits me
I know... I know I have to rush!

The saluting guard at the office gate...
The beautiful flowers at the reception...
The piled up files...
The loaded mailbox...
The unfinished reports... awaits me
I know... I know I have to close it all!

The rushed roads full of horns and smoke...
The racing cars running here and there...
The small lane...
The little angel...
The old mom... awaits me...
I know... I know I need to go home!

The beautiful... cheerful lovely face...
The bright shine in the eyes...
The never ending questions...
The smart grin...
The naughty move...
The love in every word... awaits me...
I know... I know I am loved and cared!

The beautiful day is finally done...
The darkness is around the corner...
The moon and Stars dazzling in the sky...
The small prayer...
The forgiven sins...
The awarded deeds... awaits me...
I know... I know I need to sleep for now. .. and forever!!

"Tarni"

Tear

An ignored tear falls over and over again!!

Khuda Bherta Rahe Teri Jholiyaan

Kabhi maangna parhe tujhe...
Aisa din naa aaye...
Khuda bherta rahe teri jholiyaan. ..
Bus yuhin bin bataye...

Rishte lavzo ke mohtaaj nahi. ..
Pyaar se Pyaar jeet le...
Khuda bherta rahe teri jholiyaan. ..
Aur tu jahaan jeet le...

Gum ka saya bhi na chue tujhe. ..
Aisi arz hai meri...
Khuda bherta rahe Teri jholiyaan...
Tere gum mere sab khushiyaan Teri...

"Tarni"

Ashq

Ashq baha ker bhi...
Hum jo Muskura diye...
Vo khushi ke aansoon samajh ker chal diye...

Hum bhi fir hum hi thea...
Unka vishwas tootne na diya...
Aur ashqon ke sath muskuraker chal diye...

"Tarni"

Baarish Ki Jhilmil Boonde

Baarish ki jhilmil boonde,
Fir se dil ko chhu gyi...
Is baar aakhon mein nami nahi,
Labon per taazgi mehsus hui...
Baahe khol hum bunde gale lagte rahe,
Naachte rahe, gun gunate rahe...

Baarish ki jhilmil boonde,
Fir se dil ko chhu gyi...
Is baar aankhon mein dard nahi,
Dil mein sukhoon hua...
Bachchpan ki yaadon ki kishti bana hum,
Vrtmaan ke samander mein bahate rahe...

Baarish ki jhilmil boonde,
Fir se dil ko chhu gyi...
Is baar aankhon mein intezaar nahi,
Hatho mein hath tha...
Ji to chahta hai bann ke pawan bus hum urh jaye,
Issi chahat mein zamin ko gagan banate rahe...
Zindagi ka safar gun gunate rahe!!


"Tarni"

Jaane Kab

Humein aadat thi her gum chupaane ki...
Gum chupa ker mehfil mein muskurane ki...
Jaane kab ye taqdir tujhse rubaru hui...
Aansoon bhi challak gye aur gumoon ki guftagu hui...
Jaane kab iss kadar badle haalaat...
Umeed na rahi tere bin ji paane ki...

"Tarni"

He Was A Real Man, and She Was A Real Lady!

He was a real man, and she was a real lady...
For each others love both were very crazy...
They would talk for hours and hours
Report each moment they spend with each but other...
They laughed together and cried at times...
They spoke to each other as bound together for life...

But life had something else in store...
Such a deep relation and in pieces it tore...
Both would have cried...
With no one wipe the tears...
No one to deny the fears...
Of loosing him and loosing her..

Then came another lady to hold him tight
To be with him for all her life...
And came another man to hold her in his arms...
She would have cried... but no one never knew..
Where will the life lead she had no clue...

They crossed each others way again...
But he was a real man and she was a real lady...
They had accepted the life as it came already...
She dint say a word... may be her silent spoke all..
And then... then she laid silent forever...
Because he was a real man and she was a real lady...

"Tarni"

I know its been long

I know its been really long...
You might have forgotten me...
As I have forgotten to use words...
Probably those words are just unsaid,
Lest it may give out the real mean...

However, lets try once again...
To put down all the anger in my writes,
Not to blame any one...
But to let my future know
What my past has already suffered,
Lest I might miss on my life again!

I know you are all with me...
Am aware this write has no meaning...
Yet I am letting my fingers type...
As I doubt they have forgotten to type...
Help Me guys... help me,
Lest I do anything else in this world!

"Tarni"

Ye Kaisa Pyaar Hai....
Na Milne Ki Chahat Hai,
Na Hi Dooriyoon Ka Gumm,
Na Teri Muskurahat Hai,
Aur Na Hi Ye Aakhein Num...

Ye Kaia Pyaar Hai...
Pyaar Mein To Suna Hai,
Log Aisa Kaam Ker Jaate Hai,
Din Raat Saath Rehte Hai,
Jindagi Chahat Ke Naam Ker Jaate Hai...

Fir Ye Kaisa Pyaar Hai????
Pyaar Kerte Hai Tujhse,
Ye Bataa Bhi Nahi Sakte,
Aaj Bhi Merte Hai Tujhpe,
Ye Jataa Bhi Nahi Sakte...
Tujhse Dooor Jaane Ka Gumm Nahi...
Tujhe Khone Se Darte Hai,
Kaise Keh Dein Tujhse....
Aaj Bhi Kitna Pyaar Hum Kerte Hai!!

Kaisa Pyaar Hai Ye...
Ghoot Ghoot ke Jo Ji Raha Hai...
Gum-e-Judai Bhi Hass Hass Ke Pi Raha Hai!!
Kaisa Pyaar Hai Ye...

"Tarni"